Last night, I had dinner with a handsome foreign guy who is Swiss+Malay. I realized that I'm particularly attracted to introverted guys. Perhaps it's because I'm also introverted myself, so I feel a strong desire to connect with introverted men.
In this "second life" of mine, I've experienced many things that most people consider "bad." However, I slowly discovered that it's not just about seeking pleasure from different men; it's also about the feeling of love. Being cherished and loved nourishes my mind and soul. This isn't to say that Sam can't provide that for me, but there's something truly wonderful about the feelings given by different men. Of course, I'm grateful to Sam for allowing me to experience this process. It's because of how he treats me that I love him more. I'm well aware that other men outside can only provide me with temporary feelings, while Sam has given me this feeling for 20 years. No one loves me more than Sam! 🥰
In summary, throughout this process, I simply wanted to continuously experience different emotions and desires. Thank you to those men who have given me these feelings! And thank you for liking the real me, allowing me to be myself! I love you all! 😘
Next time, let Sam share his thoughts on the experience of being a husband!
昨晚与一位Swiss+Malay的外国帅哥一起共度晚餐,我发现自己对内向的男生特别有好感。不知道是不是因为自己也是比较内向,所以特别想与内向的男生连接。
其实我在这“第二生活”中体验了很多大部分人都觉得“坏”的事情。但慢慢发现其实自己不只是想通过不同男人给予的性享受,还有更重要的是爱情的感觉。那些被疼爱的感觉让我特别的滋养身心。这不是说Sam给不到我,而是有更多不同男人给予的感觉真的很美妙。这当然要感谢Sam愿意让我体验这种过程。也因为他这样的对待我,所以我越爱他。我也非常清楚外面的男人只能给到我那一晚的感觉,而Sam给了我20年这感觉。没人比Sam更爱我!🥰
总结我在这过程中就是希望不断的体验不同的“情与欲”!谢谢那些给到我这感觉的男人!也谢谢你们喜欢这个我!让我能做自己!我爱你们!😘
下次让Sam分享他身为人夫的这过程的感想!
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